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  • Nov. 13th, 2009 at 8:18 PM
breathe

Name: Fei Ming Xao
Title: Heaven's Wrathful Guard ('The Keykeeper')
Age: Eternal (Appears 24-26)
Gender: (Fe)Male
Hair: Raven-black; waist-length.
Eyes: Golden-Amber
Height: 168cm
Weight: 57.2kg
Race: Immortal
Powers/Weapons: Elongated nails, Staff of the Seven Temples; pure golden sun or pure icy moon beams. Staff powers.
Personality: Xao is duty oriented and loyal, she is very serious and mature- sometimes giving the impression that she's cold and distant. She is a brilliant and intelligent being with a commanding presence and bold, sharp tongue. Though responsible and wise, she is caring which occasionally leads her to being hesitant, cautious, and speculative at times.

History: Called Heaven's Wrathful Guard, or more simply (and mortal known) 'The Keykeeper'. Fei Ming Xao has been present since the birth of Yin and Yang (Balance), as the being that was appointed as the divine protector of the destructive twins. Though capable of being either male or female, Xao's preference is the latter due to the physical shape requiring less power to maintain. Her position is that of a guard/priestess over the Heaven's, governing the six astral temples of the elements as well as maintaining the safety of the seventh. Being Yin and Yang's caretaker, she oversaw many many of their decisions and upholds their sentiments and choices (within reason). She can only be released from this position of power by the twins themselves, should they speak her full real name (Fei Ming Xao), which would- in turn, turn her mortal. Xao contains the balanced 'Solunar' power within herself; granting her the abilities of the moon and the sun to shoot powerful and direct raybolts from her fingterips that are usually only used for stunning or temporarily pain. Her only weapon is the Staff of the Seven Temples; its special ability pulling power from all elements (her own included) as well as 'The Balance' in order to either totally remove memories, or completely lock an individual within the confines of time, outside of the usual flow.
Since Xing tricked Yin and Yang into becoming one, they lost their individual memories and became one being known as Maestro Hero (Hiro); due to this and his integration back into modern society, Xao has decided to take solid form (her natural form is that of a star) and watch over him and the other Wu Xing to make sure that despite his lack of memories, balance is maintained. This has caused her to become his guardian and remain close to him by any means necessary.

CANNOT COMPUTE

  • Nov. 11th, 2009 at 1:03 AM
uhn
I cannot begin to describe the unnecessary feelingss I hae right now at this particular moment.
I wish things were easy.
Not complicated, I wish my feelings would go away.
That people could stop confusing me...
Yeah, this'll probably be an intense rant, because I don't understand things myself but...
If I write it out, maybe I'll get it off my chest and feel relieved. as if



I have a boyfriend, he's really adorable and I like him a lot.
I daresay I might actually be falling for him, heaven forbid because...my feelings are fucking with me.
I also like this Squalo (His name is Cameron) and like.
It's unbelievable the fury he makes me feel but strangely enough, I like it so much...
The way he can piss me off. I'm frustrated though, because...-Sigh.-
Same goes for this boy Mukuro (Demetrios). He's...
LOL. He's JUST like me, in the best and worst ways and ohgod does he have the sexiest voice!!
But he likes another girl that I've liked for two years, the one I introduced to him, thinking they'd be friends.
YEAH. A LITTLE MORE THAN THAT.
But I only want for both their happiness, and I feel bad because I'm jealous of the both of them.
Liking one another...it wasn't supposed to turn out like that.

I still have indefinite feelings for my last girlfriend. Even now, we're only on a 'break'
And I love her. I really love her, more than anything. More than any feelings the strongest I have are for her.
I just don't think she's ready and I don't think she will be for a while...
Which I can understand, but really...I'm lonely. I don't like waiting, because I'm impatient.
So wot am I to do?
Naturally I'm inclined to meet a few new people to chill with and...
I developed feelings for them. It's not something I can help, wot do I cage myself in a box forever, to prevent that?

Impossible. The thing that's most upsetting to be would have to be that...
I think I may still have feelings for one of my first girlfriends too...Matty.
Ohgod. I know we had some shitty times.
But we're like-- the best of friends now and I feel like shit because I could have sworn I closed my feelings for her.
Like shut the box on that shit.
I'm really...I just don't understand it, or myself at all.
I wish it would all go away, because no matter the outcome...

SOMEONE IS GOING TO HATE ME



I don't want to be hated...I want people to understand that these are things and feelings...
That I can't help. One of my direly close friends was recently broken up with.
I'm horrified by it, but at the same time I feel completely overwhelmed because it came as a real shock...
To be honest though. I expected it, and that's woi I'm horrified.
I feel like shit saying that, but...wot else do I do?
-Sigh.- Things are never easy.

Do I really...I think I cause no one but harm? Even one of my best friends, Rue...
Her new boyfriend (YET AGAIN, ANOTHER BOY I USED TO LIKE. AM I REALLY THAT BIG OF A WHORE!?) Kayn
Is just like...totally stealing her away from me.
And I'm upset because I hate losing my friends, and I don't know wot to do.
Because she's so happy but I'm dying here.
Because losing her is like...losing a piece of myself and Kayn really sorta dislikes me.
She'll choose him over me any day.
I'm...expendable.




I have it easy compared to some though, so...
Who am I to complain?
Even now, Grace is having a crisis and Cady is under stress...
And they're friends so I want to help them all.
It's easy to help others though, because then I don't worry about myself...it lets me brush my problems under the rug.
Forget about them for a little while.
I'm sorry this rant was so grossly long, and boring to read...
And you had to hear about all my whore tendencies.
-Frowns...-
If you're one of my friends, and you're having a problem...do come to me.
It distracts me...helps me. Lets me sort things out.

As for right now though.
I REALLY like my boyfriend.
If that hurts some of the people here...
Then I'm truly sorry, but I haven't been happy like this...
Since September 10th.
So I'm going to indulge in my selfish tediums, just this once...and I'm going to say screw you guys.
Those who can't accept the fact that I enjoy my own happiness.
For right now, at this moment...

I <3 Cody

[ ; E N D . R A N T ; ]


 

2am Big Bang Rant

  • Jul. 13th, 2009 at 1:52 AM
uhn
kaay, minor 2am rant.

lolololol.
anyways.

so like- recently i've been like majorly crazed about big bang. i'm not entirely sure why, i think it was because of grace. lol. grace you're so fuckin' cool. because of her i listened to 'strong baby'- seung ri's amazing solo and it like- slapped me in the face like a cold damn fish.

i was totally into them.
my favorite song will forever be 'we belong together';
but i also adore haru haru thanks to melissa. lol. melissa.
and like- so yea.

i'm just saying that i'm super into big bang right now, so if i fan girl and/or rant. i'm super sorry.
you should just put up with it though so the mood can dissipate. XDD

love you guys, fosho~


-w o l f y (the prince's puppy)

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